Day of mixed feelings

I accompanied Baby to work as usual. Everything was fine until the late evening. :)

I saw a lady with a pink big framed specs queuing up at MOS burger. I thought to myself,"wa lao, so big confirm ugly de." I turned and told Baby about this. My baby laughed at first but then after she took another look at the lady, she told me,"Neh,she is Dawn Yeoh la." I was stunned and I went further up to take a better view of her face. Indeed she was Dawn Yeoh. I was like OMG ! What shocking turnout it was ! If I never noticed her pink specs,then we won't see her.

After that she and her mom dined at MOS burger and everyone was taking glances at her. (Mayb it's their first time seeing her in real). After that I went to get our dinner. When I came back, I tried to peep to see if she's still at MOS burger but she's not there. I turned towards my Baby's pushcart and I saw Dawn and her mom standing in front of her pushcart enquiring about the nail polishes with Baby.

After that,we ate our dinner and I don't know why my mood suddenly changed. It seriously affected our mood as well and I went to sit at the pushcart,leaving Baby alone at MOS burger.
(Thats how our big quarrel started) I was tired and I decided to take a nap. After I woke up, I turned sideways and faced MOS burger to see people queuing up for their food. Suddenly,the pink big framed specs walked past and looked down on me. I was stunned but I smiled at her and she smiled back. She look so tall and slim in real.

Coming back to the quarrel, I really don't know what's wrong with me. Why do I keep quarrelling with her. I seriously do not know why. Can someone find me the antidote or at least, tell me the reason?

Taking each other for granted

It's been a long time since I last blogged. But I'm really feeling very low now as I put up this post. We've been quarrelling lately. Is it really my fault ? Is it due to my far thinking? Maybe I should not think so much (is it= don't care?) Will it improve the relationship?

Some examples of far thinking bingo :

Baby: Shall we meet earlier today ?
Ans : Need to go home early

(With friends around)
Baby: kk, msg you later
Ans: I go talk to my friends first,free then msg u

Yesterday she suggested coming over to my place on Saturday instead of going to the dinner. Today,she says her mom wants her to rest at home instead of going out.
Tomorrow ?? Maybe going to meet her mom after work ba (can try betting on it)

Maybe to her, if today not meeting then tomorrow lor. If tomorrow not meeting then some other day lo. I don't know how she will feel when she see this. I just know we are really on a thin ice. One wrong move and we are going down.

Or...is she waiting for me to say it out ??

Online store for all

I will be setting up a online store selling mostly ladies' clothes and stuffs. The items will be mostly chosen by my baby and therefore will suit most ladies' style. I will be working on it and hopefully will be ready in a month. I will keep it posted on this blog and will let everyone know when it is ready.

See ya soon !!!

Happy 4 months anniversary !!!

I came back on friday evening from the stupid ICT. After that, I went to look for Baby a while at night to pass her her didi's shirt. It's the longest period of not seeing her. I missed her hugs and kisses so much.

It's our 4th month being together. We went out yesterday for a movie at Iluma. We watched The Land Of the Lost. Though the movie was funny, the storyline was crappy. But think Baby and I had a great laugh. After that, we went for dinner at Mong Kok at Bugis Junction. Here are some of the pics we took.

Baby waiting for her food

As the time goes,she gets boredShe is getting very boredShe decides to take some pictures This is what she's waiting for
This is my baby's horlickAnd this is my hot chocolateY all come le except mineFinally it comes !!!And we are ready to eat !!!I got back my lappy from Baby after being with her for the past week. She told me she didn't log out from the tagged. I tried very hard not to look at her profile but in the end I still looked at her past conversations (sorry baby...) I just wanted to know what she normally say to guys. I was sad but then, those conversations are those when we are not together yet. There are no recent messages, she told me she didn't reply to them (really ? or you delete le...destroy evidence...hehe) But nevertheless, I will still belief her and leave the question marks to myself.

I love you Baby !!!

Leaving Baby for 5 days ( Stupid reservist )

OMG !!! I won't be able to see my baby for 5 days next week. Why must I go for the stupid reservist when I'm so in love with my baby now. I'm already starting to miss her. I can feel my heart aching as I type this post. What can I do but to keep contact with my baby thru the phone. I hope the 5 days will past very soon. Tomorrow will be the last day I see my baby before I go for my reservist. I will treasure every minute and every second with her tomorrow.

I think I will be worried about my baby as I won't be able to accompany her to work anymore. Mayb this will help me to get used to life when I start working.But I will still worry whether will she be bored or did she eat her breakfast,lunch and dinner. Will she be disturbed by unwanted strangers. And when she finish work, will she be going home alone or what. I'm very worried about her and I think she will be worried about me too(Baby, I promise I will take care of myself and you must promise you take of yourself too, k)

I hope time goes faster when I'm in camp and I want to meet my baby on the day I come back. I will miss her like crazy(Baby,am I like a small kid?)

Better Now

Things have changed better for me and my Baby. Yesterday, we went for our latest movie which is the Night At The Museum 2. The cinema was full of kids, think its a movie for family and kids. The kids in front was so over in laughing and the kid behind was like he knew everything. Nevertheless, the movie was funny (Dumb Dumb!!)

This was done by Baby. She kept the tickets of all the movies we watched. ( Pic will be uploaded)

Last week, Baby came over my place and I cooked macaroni for her. I accidentally scalded my finger and Baby pasted the plaster for me. This is how the macaroni and my finger looked.

Baby came over my place again yesterday. I whipped up something for her but it doesn't taste as nice as the last time I made ( Baby, I will let u try again...k)

At night when I reached home, there was nothing for me to eat so I decided to cook whatever I have at home. I managed to come up something like this.

Downfall of the relationship ??

LETTING YOU KNOW OF HOW I'M FEELING

Sometimes I will think negatively of the relationship. I will also sometimes think too much of what is she thinking. Every girl wish to have a good looking bf. If they can't find one, then they will think never mind lor, as long as he treats me well ( Is it like this, baby)

I know I'm not good-looking as all her ex bf-es but I think she don't have to say that to people when they ask about me. I really don't feel good but then I just take a blind eye to it. Shes speaks what's on her mind so thats how she sees me.

As she's 20 this year, she is stil very protected by her family as compared to my other friends whom long gained their freedom when they reached 18. That means no curfew, don't have to report to mom every now and then. I don't wish to comment so much on this as this concerns her family and I'm only a outsider.

Now I'm still studying and not working so whenever I'm free and she's working, I will accompany her to work. And I think now my fate is the same as her ex bf, the only time he get to see her is by sending her to and from work. Now, the only time I get to see her is when she work. But sometimes when she's not working, I also will wish that she have time for me. I just want to hold her in my arms at home and whip up some food for her. That's all I just wish for...but I know I stil have to wait